WHOSE PAIR OF DICE?
by blake more
"I was in that heaven which receives the most of his light and I saw things which he who descends
has neither the knowledge nor the power
to repeat" ---Dante, Paradiso
what is Paradiso but a jackpot moment of breath brain fire
licking the spherical lips of life
bone pink tenderness catapulting gambling pilgrims
beyond the secondhand scribe of consciousness
where words are abandoned like a groom’s mind at the writhing bridal alter
her light orifice unspooled into nine orbations
both of them walking the synapsal gap up the limitless sky ladder
as far as love will take them
until more words return and they tumble back into the gray matter of honeymoon tales
two crinkled wrinkled love letter gods in a steamer trunk
spinderweb wallowing grandma’s reportcards, papa’s alter boy war medals
something so immediate, so real
now reeking of mothballs and dictionaries
canto I
staring into Beatrice’s order, I, this pilgrim, eye, sees cathode ray enlightenment
the golden globe of holywood, everywhere wood
transhumanizing souls into animal cookies
pink frosted rainbow sprinkled factory Kenu’s and Julia’s to gobble up
with spice girl communion crackers spiked with cybercherries
midnight cable TV crap tables piled with million dollar corn porn chips
snake eyes as red as the vision can stand
canto tutu (or to the Moon)
Dante’s Moon food, bottom of top sphere nebulous wonder electrode ballerinas
peeking past promises, revolving into flesh, again and again
maybe to discover why birth is necessary
why captain crunch gets soggy too quickly
why we read the lifestyle section and skip the world report
canto a tois
why the depressed, ex-nun bride Piccarda forgot her enterprising captain
lost her teleological order, started spouting AT&T
littering kitchen tables with dime line literature
abandoned her habit and rosery, mistook a husband for god
if only for an instant before returning, before ascending
sacrificing herself to the moon mark logo lamp of Beatrice
the angel creature Beatrice, whose photoshop conviction convinces
those who want to know but know too much about not knowing to let ourselves in
canto quatro
while waiting to take off from McCarran International
a pilgrim reads in Mountain Astrologer that Plato was correct
in believing pilgrim souls return to their home star state
as in "born in St Louis, silver threaded to St Louis"
no matter how many camels you’ve stepped over in Da’hab or Las Vegas
it is always the giant flipped over U elevator
going up and across and down in arching people mover madness
or to paraphrase Beatrice, it’s Divine Justice bending absolute will into external net worth
like what happens when you go around the corner for tequila cigarettes
and get stuck playing poker on the backside of the moon
canto five six, pick up shticks (as in Dante’s Moons to Mercuryutroids)
on the moon only to discover your free will was skewered
and served up as salty scriptures and buy a vowel vows
at the 24 hour sacrifice and original sin barbecue
5 billion faces twisted and tied in all-you-can-eat ecclesiastic authority
but, luckily for us, our superhero flypilgrim rabbit feet work
and the pilgrim slot machine changes
loooooooooooooook ooooooooooout
here come the countless bulbs of Mercury speeding into view, third rung
red orbed Justinian desert codes Romanizing, polanski-izing life into empired art
DNA cars chasing the blest out into the open y2k imperialist fastlane
where clearinghouse sweepstakes award gazette headlines and vaudevillian strap ons
lessening beatitude, warns Beatrice
but who the fuck cares when people turn on, really turn on
virtual heaven is still heaven ain’t it?
canto seven, ate, nine & ten (or turn up at the Mercury spiral and hit your head on Venus)
yes, Beatrice smiles in bipolar Pepsident sparkle
if the pilgrims can reformat the subliminal snake fate the gardeners ate
superconduct adam and his apple atop the apostles table
overlay the thorny crowned cornerstone of necropolis
we can all forgive that guy who came later after the crowds
had left their after garbage in the deserts and waterways and streets
Jesus, she called him, mercy and justice turning flesh
into the roulette wheel of human redemption
LAST JUDGMENT spelled out in black and red on Circus Circus billboards
as backdrop for the popemobile hood ornament informing the audience through a rubber bullhorn
that the catholic---as in generalized---body must resurrect and join the immortal soul
blind to Venus’s voluptuous body soul pirouetting above his silly hat
blind to the pilgrims climbing over the white wash like cascading ants
freak pilgrims who dance in the center of the sun without church or state
where heinnas and Aquinas sing and turn in such marveled exactitude
that their harmony casts the odds, and we’re talkin’ ODDS, for the rest of creation
canto eleven to eleven times 2
(or the spun run to the sun, Jupiter, Saturn and the Zodiac constellation station)
all may fatten if they don’t stray
all may fatten if they don’t stray
didn’t you say, all may fatten if they don’t stray
so goes the refrain radiating from the fourth sphere
the firey flambray spoked wheel of the Sun
Beatrice says the sun, the sun claims
all may fatten if they don’t stray
but who’s to say the fattened won’t be boxed and sold at ivy league cult auctions
while the lean stray into double rainbow helix rose garland scoops of ice cream alchemy
which meltlessly circle each other under the glitter mascara scrutiny of inner eyeball gaze
singing pilgrim songs, dancing pilgrim dances
circling, encircling flaxen wreathes
like city sidewalk twinkle lights dangling from birch and jacaranda
innocent, still innately innocent as they pull into in the fifth sphere
the drivethrough crusader casinos of Mars
guided by Beatrice’s waft tuffs of stuffed stellar dust, glow-in-the-dark Christs
emitting Latin lounge lizard hymns in torchy monk overbite tongue chants
(breathe)
yet the pilgrims don’t stop, won’t stop, can’t stop rapping, their words too ancient for language
even a dead romantic one, Willie B and Dali on the future sidelines
drawing families circling star jeweled nosegay boutonniere families
in consolation of Dante’s historical name dropping, example setting, bitter exile elixir
just as the silvery sixth sphere of Jupiter thuds open its gold-lettered Book of Wisdom
the "mmmm" in wisdom clearing a path for the pilgrims to reach the limbs of higher justice
thrill themselves where mountains fly like molehill eagles in the wake of pagans
soar the lights till the seventh sphere of Saturn comes into view
a cloud shroud picnic of more angels, stay-in-the-carwash follow charlie angels,
their music and smiles shaded by gas rings to save mortal ears and eyes from blissplosion
[insert deafening shout, strange and thunderous]
so the pilgrims cower under the one hand clap sound of karma falling in the whirlwind lotto
bunny hop the infomercial warehouse rock shop with Beatrice
and rise up the ladder to the Fixed Star doublemint poet host constellation of Gemini
and land at the foot of an eight tiered cupcake
topped with a plastic Mary and Jesus rotating on a bible
canto twenty-three ska do all the way to you
(the Gemini train to Primum Mobile and Empyrean Highway)
seeing the Virgin Mary in matron mandorla drag
her downy chest hairs reaching out of her vestal neckline
doe eyes cocked in abstinent submission
the dogma ladled pilgrims can’t take it anymore
and in a fit of sex positive rage, they topple the cupcake
fling Mary off the rotating bible in a collective sulfuric burp
whereby the bible self combusts, leaving a thoroughbred track of fire
which catches Mary’s skirt and ignites her sex drive
so in a colossal clitoralrific orgasm, they all erupt into the ninth sphere
the Primum Mobile, the hip, halo deck, high roller VIP suite
where the pilgrims bump and grind to the grooviest
hosanna glory be to god in the highest peace be with you beat since the big bang
dancing as Beatrice’s nimbus stands straight up in paternal erect- if-eradication
and looking like Eros in feathers she demands, she demands
that the pilgrims pledge their allegiance to Divine Knowledge
the pilgrims, thinking she wants them to evoke the martyred saint of John Water’s
immediately go ma ma mao mao ma ma mao mao
circling Beatrice and her band of angels three times
in a synchronized cancan genuflect turned topless showgirl strut
as the celestial divas purr the coltrain quatrain faith-hope-promise-love in perfect tune time
to the lap dancers riding St. Peter, St. John, St. James and St. Gregory
now Cheshire grinning in the blacklight bar of judgment dayglow
can you hear the rat packed chocolate cherubs crooning, Holy, Holy, Mole
Listen to us Brother’s and Sisters
now it’s not long till humankind changes its course and
realizes the general disorder down there on earth is due to the fact
that you can’t legislate freedom, can’t tie it to the dock of ebay
and let it twist in market flam-sham-wind-whim and pray that some truth comes of it
ANGELS ARE STARVING cause some CEO looking out godzilla buildings
told them red wasn’t delicious, that a McIntosh keeps you dry
that granny smith has crabs and only oinment.com keeps you safe
But they don’t know, don’t know what Dionysius was up to
when he revealed the Abby Road
backordered the nine orders of angels and elected John, Paul, George and Ringo
as defacto governors of the nine spheres
made them magical mystery tour parish chefs of group soul soup
made us all come together in beyond bacchanalian nougat fondue of pure love
Yes, let’s raise a shopless center for the nuclei promise of our very own Empyrean rose garden
we all live by subversive means, subversive means, subversive means
and we escape suburbia like a river of grower pilgrims
floating down the white lightening boogie borealis
into a cobalt stone mosaic mandala of distinct petals spoked from our central Self
as in our once one language, I Babylon self who evokes the Happyland Arena
Christed shmisted, believing not believing never thieving or deceiving receiving
St. Lucy, Queen vagina and her court of merry drooling fools
setting our comedy delve arty farty in quarking motion
directing our playground prayers into the pendulant body axis
Cum let’s face the graces to feat our journey through this Hell Purgatory Paradiso
to a nouvou Dante bare boned, null denominational world
flash welded into a sudden, single marching drum unified daily three
the feather, the song and the honey toast together
gazing, lazing upward through the pilgrim’s miiiiiiiiiiinnnnnd
illuminated by the big spin win
stained glass truth granting a window of sight, tight sight
were all bets are on the house that love built baby
"Here vigour fail'd the tow'ring fantasy:
But yet the will roll'd onward, like a wheel
In even motion, by the Love impell'd,
That moves the sun in heav'n and all the stars."
Or, as Einstein said, "God doesn’t play dice with the universe"